Is There a Way to Not Hold the Absolute and the Relative Together?

Is there a way to not hold it together? Isn't that kind of the problem, is thatha? We're kind of, like, how do we get off the ride really? You know? So, is it that it's so weirdly at least initially, unbearable to recognize the absolute while being wrapped up in the gears of the relativ. It could be pthat, that's definitely possible. But the other intent is to short circit that analical mind which tries to make everything make sense because none of this makes sense. That's what the hard suitr is telling us, is is is to make sense. This is like ridiculous. Would you mind saying some of