iis the first i ever, ever heard from a woman that, oh, i find you attractive. Id never hadn't happened yet. And then from there, it was like, ok, do you want to and they were advancing a litle but here showing signsthat, youknowi find you attractive and what not,. which was very validating to me. I wanted to believe so bad im that, ok, maybe this is a time, maybe, actually, maybe i am erbable.