The Impossibility of Mind to Seek the Buddha

"The ideation of self is what's appearing on the screen, so a lot of times our interest and attention is just on the surface," he says. "You can use yourself to find yourself as much as you want, it's not going to do anything." He also talks about how jealousy does not imply there's one who's jealous - only in mental activity does that happen. The whole story of being Paul is not real 'fundamentally', that's awesome, yes? And then I lost when I saw self wasn't me, yeah, this idea of Paul, the ideation wasn't me'