Why I Don't Feel I Can Contribute to the Fucking Market

When instructional is beyond me why people pay for porn now there's so much free shit out there on youtube it just takes a little. People what just want more knowledge more knowledge almost like a technique letter and they this new technique this new technique is that but you can't fucking do any of them I've just watched you roll with a white belt and you got bloody bulldog headlocked and you tell like you know all these things but that knowledge isn't making you any better because you're spending all your time gaining that knowledge, then practicing the drill and you're not actually applying this knowledge in a way that is going to enhance your skill right? It would be rebranding you spinning