The Struggle That Breaked the Camel's Back

I had this weird problem like kind of like right almost right away and I had a girlfriend my freshman year of college but like I mean middle school high school like girls not thing I could really seem to make happen. The straw that broke the camel's back was when I met this chick on tinder we had two really strong mutually acknowledged connected dates, which is what led me to X-Factor. Some people might some dudes are listening to that and they're like I do not see the problem this is sounds awesome but no like I wanted a really I'm very I'm romantic I'm like. I like cuddles and talking about feelings and holding hands and good sex and all that but