Do I Need to Give Up Something in My Life?

This is my only life, and i've already lived a third of it. This living for approval and comfort needs to stop right fucking now. I'm not going to allow myself to sell out again. It's too fuck and painful. Why am i doing this? Because i'm afraid that i'll get humiliated. And if i keep going on the trajectory that i'm going at, i're not going to get there. There has to be something more. I have to give everything. Tell me what it takes, i'm going to do it."