Friendship Heartbreak

Devon has a big name for this feeling, the dissonance that comes with these changes. She calls it friendship heartbreak. And what do i do with that? Because i don't want to divorce myself from these groups like i did in college. You know, maybe it's jealousy. I'm really aware that it's not like, once i get into a long term partnership, my life just going to be perfect forever. But i need to work through that myself.