How Did You Get Your Mind Out of Trouble?

i was asked my entire childhood to sing at church. I just didn't wan o one to ask me to do it. And that's why, for the first several years, especially as a tean ager, i had a problem singing with my mouth too closed. But then when i was 18 and trying to figure out if i wanted to go to college, because i didn't, i signed up for college. Now i understand what that was all about. You know, i'm a pretty curious person, and i really dug deep into doctrine. G i was really big into church history and all this stuff,. At one time, on 16 considered myself a calvinist.