I Am, I'm So Cold. And if Only I Were in Awi

i was doing walking meditation outside, and it was freezing. It was like a burning, icy wind, and my face was burning. I started just thinking about it again, quite subliminally, i'm really coldi' really cold. This is painful. And if only i were in awi, things would be so much more aggrievable. So you can see how deeply imbedded this particular tendency of i am is in all lives. In fact, it entangles us in all kinds of suffering.