What Does It Feel Like to Be a Vampire?

i wonder what it feels like to become a vampire. And so there's a lot of self loathing hat goes with it, cause you're becoming the very thing that you don't want to be. You can't stop nopou kow,. This is going to sound kind o random, but maybe i'm trying to cut the tension a little bit, because i can see your ser i wonder what it feel like to becomea vampire. What kind of vampire? Te bram stoker vampire, or are we talking like twilight vampire? I wouldn't wants to be a tilight vampire. But, i mean, what i'm hearing you say, o o g, is that