The Importance of Renunciation

I'm also reminded of Rudolf Steiner, like just drinking a lot when he was younger. And he would, but he did it because I need to learn how to access the spiritual world even when these invading spirits from the substances come in. So I need to disconnect so I can strengthen myself to be able to connect with this shit going home. The absolute opposite of Crowley being like, shoot the dog if the dog's barking when you're meditating. It doesn't line up with his perspective on the worldBecause there are so many instances of him saying things like, if you're trying to sleep, or he says,absolute opposite of Crowley, by the way, we can notice