I want to have a memory of myself after i die, you want to be remember y? I'm not the biggest person when comes to living in after life. So what we do here is going to be left here. If it's inspiring to someone, ok, do you feel like, do you comme? Do you feel insignificant right now? Always. How long have you felt i fel ike i have so far?""Always," he says. "You can't stop yourself from doing things that no one else has ever done."