Are You Still in Your Body?

Pregnant again, it absolutely makes me miss her more. And so i did not enjoy my pregnancy with roman. I was grateful for it, but i really didn't like talking to people about it,. Because i just had so much fear and so much grief. You know, i i would give anything to go back in timeand make it so that dagne was still here with us. But i also con intellectually be like, you kno wat in this lifetime, she's just not, just not here any more."