I Don't Remember Any of My Childhood Memories of My Mother

Many of us hold images that are painful. These inner images can direct the course of our lives, forming a blue print for how our lives will continue. For example, i refuse to be vulnerable and think of positive memories. So my mind has oriented around the negative memories so i don't have the rug pulled out from under me. And when these events happen, it digs in, it breaks that attachment. That can leave a scar or wound that lives with us for a lifetime. Until we do what you and i did, we dug in and we saw that's what happened. There was this, you know, dad goes to school, mum's depressed. That's the story right there