I'm glad we're talking about it, cause i'd like to report on my progress. It's a dice with a billion sides is rolling right now, and it decides my life. And that makes me mad. Then it makes me scared and making me sad, and it makes me feel like a child,. all these bad things are happening. Just talking about it now, it is helping me. Instead of going around and saying in interviews and stuff like, no, i'd likes to get better, it just being like yet, this is tense. I love the show so much. Right now, the number of people that watch it determine whether or not i get to keep doing it