The first word i would have used to describe myself in high school and junior i was anxious. That would have been the first first word. And a little into college, i started to come down a little into College,. but when i found comedy,  and i found my lane, and i found my outlet. So it was beautiful. I do think this is very valuable. Like you were like, home, i going to talk about peace, light, but i think this is so much more valuable to people. But there if you're if you feel safe and are willing, i wonder, how are you feeling right now? I still feel a little, a little wound up.