I was playing you know through our preparation playing my mind through what we actually did What could we do differently next time? so In my mind you got to get better every time every time you do something you need to be better than the last time that you did it. I didn't do that magazine So anyway, that's kind of getting off track here. No, that's that's actually right on track The so you come back from this first mission What was your what do you think it now you got to be thinking yourself? There's no possible way I'm living through this Well, actually the way my mind works I was critiquing What should we have done? Was there anything