Should I Kill Myself Next Week?

I'm not a subject, but suicide is something the only time I've ever thought of it is if a doctor once said, I might be losing my sight. So that would be really for me unbearable, totally unbearable. Would you go braille? You know, that is the one thing that I think I could not bear. And I couldn't do it. It was just like if one girl had showed me a little of attention, it all would have gone out the way. This is why 19 year olds shouldn't really be allowed to vote. Exactly.