The First Half of the Beatitudes

The first half of the beatitudes are like internal things that you experience when i'm poor in spirit. The back half is almost things that we experience when we try to engage the brokenness. We should be merciful, but tell me how it felt last time you were really like you showed mercy. Have you ever tried to be pure in heart? And how does that work in this world? Is that an easy remember when we do the passover meal and we talk about chalom with the egg,. Because salt water water represents what, ah, the bitter of sin, the tear is right?