I don't want to have my heart broken again. Like i can feel my protective defense mechanisms kind of in high alert. I realized that up until this point as an actor, i had become adept at moulding masks am and wearing them for other people. And realized that actually the next stage of growth is about not moulding, wearyng mask bor taking them off. A slight change of plans is created, written and executive produced by me, maya shunker.