John was conscious and cognizant of his pain, but he'd started to feel somehow buffered from his body. He would later describe himself as a thinking blob. Within ten minutes of reaching the beach, john threw up. It meant john had injested a fair amount of blood and signalled internal injuries. John roberts told me recently he'd seen vomit like that before. The bulk of the coast guards training is for maritime rescues, not rescues on land.
It was meant to mark the start of their lives out of college, but the adventure quickly turned into a nightmare. Beginning with what seemed to be a lucky whale sighting, three friends set out on a sea-kayaking trip through Glacier Bay National Park in Alaska, watching out for bears, and having a good time, when tragedy struck.
In recounting the days preceding and following the accident, which seriously injured one of his friends, the Times journalist Jon Mooallem explains how he was forced to reckon with his fears. Detailing the incident’s surprising repercussions, he muses on the importance of overcoming one’s fears, and finding poetry in life’s darkest moments.
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