How I Met a Man Who Was Unavailable

I generally don't like people who are interested in me. Anytime I meet a man who's fully unavailable I go okay I'm gonna try really hard and make him available to me. That plan honestly has never worked not for any length of time. But so the weird thing is that I was kept trying to sleep with this really unavailable emotionally unavailable guylike I had met him through another friend. He said well how about this I'm leaving in two months for four months I'm gonna go travel the world for four months  and he said have a fling with me. And then we went to Africa for a month together a month and I made two t-shirts that I gave