What Would You Have Me Do?

i didn't know what to say to anybody, including my team at work that was holding things down for a really long time. And i would just walk and think or pray, or both, what would you have me do? What would you haveme do? One day in what was literally the only moment of clarity i experienced after dagney died,.  a year or more clear as day, i heard, not like an audible voice booming from the sky or anything, but just like had a knowing, just walk with me. It didn't feel like this profound like, oh, ok, that'll make a difference. But it did feel duable, literally and figuratively.