I'm Not Good at Making Friends

I feel lonely a lot I've never been good at making friends genuinely and I don't blame the other people I blame myself. Even today I'm not good my work is you know It's all consuming like my personal is my work my work is my life. My deep fear is well, that's all like work originated and If care doesn't work, I'm gonna lose all of that And it scares me. With you I feel the security that Like even if care didn't work out, we can still be friends Absolutely and that we've built a personal friendship outside of that. That means I mean I can't express how meaningful I find that because that's a deep insecurity of mine