Taking Care of Yourself

John babra said he's painted over 30 thousand paintings, and i want one. He also said he's donated over two thousand of them. That's a lot of paintings. I imagined, if he had like five paintings, they woulde each be worth huge sums of money. And then the third thing that adulthood has been about for me has been a eschatological anxiety,. A lot of worry about the end of me. And then, to a lesser extent, of the species.