The Attraction to Men by Annis Choyce

i don't have any follow up points. Ye, and it just keeps hitting this part of my brain that's th is associating homosexuality with other behaviours that are seen as as deviant. And i am not like, personally comfortable with how often, this character,. you know, annis i know ththis is an experience that he had clearly a about, like, thinking about it as sinful or morally wrong. But i the book that we have here that i read, i came away really unsure of how this character felt about himself at the time. It fell like it was meant to be tragic that he neither got to, like, reconcile himself with himself by taking off his mask.