The Pain in the Arse

I love selling letters so you do little letters to people oh I do some people of front do I love so yes but just not all like going to the supermarket things like that. It's becoming a bit of a pain in the arse and I just want to show it through again well this is it because before obviously but this is it. When you're really busy like that you crave normality and you crave oh I just wish I was at home or  just wish I was doing normal things when you've got cardiomyopathy. That excitement that adrenaline rush that must have been peculiar to be in that circumstance yeah. You know it's like everyone and everything the grass is always