What it means to be not there yet is a false understanding of how things work. All pain has pleasure associated with it, and any kind of positive you try to create out of it will create a negative. If i break a cookie in half, i'm going to get two equal pieces. So if you understand om purna mida,  purna midam, pur nat purna purna cete purnas purnamadaa punave a vesicite, what you'll realize is there's no there, and there's no yet. There's only where you are. Do the thing that's life over and over and over again