Is There a Distance Between Us and the Light?

Happiness doesn't come by just reading the best book about buddhism or cabala. At the end of the day is gradual transformation of my nature from egoism to altruism, which starts from the basics of our treating my surrounding. How do i deal with myself when effacing challenges and what's at may gone in life? I can go to classes all day long, and as long as i want to be the same type of self absorbed human being,. All of us can go to the next level if we're not committing ourselves to transformation.