What Did the Fear Look Like for Me?

Grew up catholic, very spiritual christian as well. Took a break from the church when i was really in turmoil. But then just felt, i need to go here. When i realized the toll thatt that was taking on me was like a bolt of lightning. And i knew this was in the process of me coming out,. not only personally, but to my family, but to everybody, to anywhere, anywhere. So it came to a point in his life where i could not go to worship with fear and experience spiritualo. He's told others he prayed for years to find a partner who valued god, who loved him back. The prayer you have is answered by