i was interested matthew mc conahay was doing some podcasts. And i actually think his answer is good. He says, having somethin haveand something to look forward to. That's the opposite of the grounded spiritual perspective. All we're doing is what i'm doing right now and other things may or may not happen. But you don't own your life. You don't know in the future. It's not po you don't know how it's going to work out. So you drop anchor deeply and profoundly. Just just this, just this. The grain of wheat hasthi the grain of wheat must crack and die for a plant to grow. I believe that's