Do You Have a Jabut?

i see a lot of things like a grind, like my while grind. And then s like the ia rail grind, kind of lik if you were working like, a 95 job,. You might not be in the happiest ate. But it's the fact that you can know that it's maybe leading towards the right thing. I think what i'm hearing from you is that trying to do something in the real world actually, you know what's going to kick you back in the hole - rejection. It just keeps me playing wile. Do you have a jabut? I don't. Why do you think that is? Am, because if i get rejection, i pretty much fall