Joy in Love Is Also Resistance, Ye?

I ri e, so i have a sense, from reading your poetry and from talking to you, that you have a lot of weight on your shoulders. How do you allow yourself the space to write a different kind of poem? Is it a struggle? I think joy in love is also resistance, right? And borgenea, like, i think there is no lack of joy in my life, and i'm very thankful for that.