Meditation is turning me stoic. The eye doesn't really care about anything. It just exists. Soi if i tune into that, the more i feel like all my wants are completely erased. But then what's the point of living? Just to sit with that emotion of not wanting anything until i rot away? How do i practise meditation without feeling like things in my material world stop mattering? Or is this enlightenment, realizing nothing matters and i can just sit there in my head and meditate until i pass away? If so, why do monks and such keep on living? What do i do when i easily can tap into the safe space of myself live? Because i don