I came home from China first time I was there for a year It's one of the most Turned upside down days of my life. So big shock to your world. My roots kind of never grew back after that and I think I just kept on moving abroad and being really restless. Oh, this is deeply and darkly poetic Do you feel at home? Yeah, I mean I have a home In the people around me and I have I have a lot of different homes,. it's I think what I'm realizing more and more is like you cannot live without consequence and compromise And sometimes I can envy people who have that like same friend group that they had their entire life or