Getting Blown Up and Die

"You're constantly worried every single day for, i don't know, three or four years," he says. "After a while, you just choose to like, live your life in a way that like, wil fucket. I'm going to get blown up and die, like i might as well justfuck and do whatever i want." He's now on the road to recovery after taking psychedelics during his time in the military.