When I Was 20, My Dad Lost His Mind

When i was 20, i thought that if my life isn't a life i love, then why hang out and love your life? But these were all scenarios. They weren't things that had happened. And there was a reason that I was worried about such things didn't come into my head when i was 18,. My dad lost his mind. He wasn't my father any more. The whole family changed. You know, this became a whole new family configuration. There were some really scary times, like first time i saw my father in the mental hospital. I was embarrassed for him, and, you know, i almost couldn't look at him.