As a child, i was either part of the class or completely excluded by it. As people got older, i started to believe that i must somehow be fundamentally broken for no one to like me. A lot of teen age life just was really ring and uneventful. I didn't realize it then that conflict doesn't have to end with me apologizing profusely,. ignoring my own feelings and taking full responsibility. When i do find friends, i should always be talking about them, helping them out when they need it - whilst solving all my own problems by myself. Strive for complete independence in all things. So we have this idea that childhood is supposed to be the best part of