You're the Love of My Life

I was myself around that under achiever, the guy with confidence on the outside, but a swirling mess just needing love and guidance on the inside. You were it for me, the end of the road, the exhale, the honest life. But ok, those dark pieces there to put themselves better a the back ofmy and the awful creature who needed to feel successful like he did it returned. The lies i told her were insane. This character had taken on a life of his own, and i was out of control. I felt myself drowning. Panicked, completely horrible. What was i doing? If coud just focus be the person i wanted. It was all set up