Getting Some Relief From the Bondage in AA

I still like that'll be my first thought when a really bad thing happens is, oh yeah, God hates me. And then I override it with that's ridiculous. But the weird thing about writing this stuff down the other day was that I just, I've done it wrong. I did it in someone else's voice. It wasn't really me. So you just sort of just sit down and write a little more within that spirit. That's working. This is sort of like trusting the process. You know how some people come to AA, and you've seen them like 10 or 11 times, you know, like over the years, and then suddenly they get it. They finally