Is Consciousness a Force, or a Paranoia?

i was very muchlike, the art of occultism from the time i was really young. And i've some very strange experiences that i'm even like, hesitant to talk about because they're just so weird and scaring. Does it become like, is this magic, or is his recreational paranoia? Is if both, recreational paranoia is a fun, it's a fun phrasei So with that, i mean, i would love to, we've had so many conversations, but i, and we've talked around these things a lot. But then it makes sense that there would be a science like exploration of it potential. I do think the ability to simulate consciousness is going to get indistinguishable