You're going to talk to your friends about the rules of friendship, an sharing. That will help you feel more safe in opening up to them. It's not going to happen overnight, but it'll definitely move in the right direction. The key thing is that i'm getting mohomed is that you're not comfortable in your own skin yet. You kind of feel like you a desreticae ye. And so all the tions and stuff are going to stem from that. If you do work with a therapist, i think it's not a bad ideayou can try to dig into that kind of stuff with,. i don't know what country, you're from. I