Are You Trying to Repair Your Relationships?

I think i just spend a lot of time thinking about what other people think about me, ok? I still cind of have that default mode in my brain a little bit. It sounds like you're almost feeling kind of hopeless about repairing relationships. You can build relationships, but sometimes, like, when things get bumpy, you have a lot of difficulty figuring out how to patch things up. But all you kind o them is playing four d chess and then five d chess, and then six d chess andnd. No matter how many layers of thinking about it you do, it doesn't seem to really help.