How Do You Feel When You're Down?

"I don't really understand what's happening a iti just it is and yest it'i's really hard o, like, know what's going on in those moments," she says. "The better i get at itte the more i can kind of shut those feelings down,. which would result in a shut down." She describes her experience as being 'like this depression or this this weighted blanket', where everything comes supermuted.