William James wrote an essay on the effects of nitrous oxide where he actually says he summarized it here. He basically had heard that people have like these insights went under the influence of nitrous. What if when you achieved those states what you actually thought was like a monster? People say that you get further along and you get really terrified. I don't know if it's a bit of a biz. Yeah. I'm ready for that monster. I'll fuck that monster up. I'll throw it at Cookie. Don't they all like cookies?What you should really do is you can't see me gesture to its face.