The Desire for Action Is No More

This is the most intense urban combat since World War two for sure. For me, I'm not an action junkie. I'm very much driven by The desire to to help and so I'm constantly questioning. Do I need to be here? Do I not need to beHere? And that's one thing that's I'm actually grateful for is that I'm not aaction junkie. So the desire to get into combat the desire to sort of Get after it is it's not it's not a driving force because I don't need the adventure anymore To me. It's no longer an adventure, you know my interpreter just a few months ago like one of my best friends in