What's Special About You Is That It's Real

I want to ask you about those days in hawaii. Do you ever miss those days cause of their simplicity? And do you think about them differently now that you're kind of older and lived in new york city? So, ye, just any reflections on that time in hawaii,. You know, making the deson notto renew my vows after ten years and to leave the monastery. Ah, i would say, till to day, my life has been the most difficult decision i've ever made. I'm very happy being a householder, a priest's having a family andnd the path thatm going on. The deep work took place then, which set the foundation for