The Light and Not the Bulb

I think the truth is with all things probably is just kind of a general kind of boring peaceful nothingness which is like there's an impulse to the universe that would rather be and than not be. We are all created from matter, from that universe that... Wanted to be? That wanted to be? A singular point. And then also isn't there the childbirth element? I understand that you can say that we're pleasing people and I like to say that too. But isn't there something that is pleasing you as well? Well that's... Then there's the other part of it that is just purely... Oh I see. It's like, look at me. Hey, look at