The Struggles of Losing a Brand Deal

I'm so afraid of that like a wake during surgery thing that happens to people. If the numbing agent didn't work and isn't quite right or something, and they're like, hey, just tell me if you can feel this too much. What with my mouth? Yeah. You're the first scream and looking pain. Like it's stressful and it sucks and it feels bad to think about. But I'm not letting it sort of stress me out because I'm doing what I can do.