How Did You Get Sober After He Died?

I was so exhausted, d from trying to quit drinking and just being. The relapses get harder and hard like, you hit the ground in a white no. Now, i've been in the program for eight years. In the first were like, what the fuck is yeah, this is crazy. And i was just talking about god. I was like, yeah, this isn't going to do it. He might have done it all because heYeah off on it, or he wanted some sort of emotional need to be met that couldn't be met.